Time Flies....

It's been an age since I last updated this thing, It's likely void of readers but for bloggings sake, I will post anyway.

Lesse... There was a break up in Febuary, another short lived relationshipish thing and an ending to that this week. Still at the same delightfully low-stress job. I bought a Wii. I lost 10 pounds. Other than that, not much is new.

I'm trying to think of ways to get out into the world and meet people like, offline. I'm damn good at being anti-social though and the bar/club hookup just doesn't seem lik ethe way to find a lasting, healthy relationship. Ah well, come what may.

In the mean time, I'll be sitting here listening to various Nelly Furtado and Timbaland songs being bitter about men... at least for a week.

Meh

It's only been about a month, that's good, right? Anyway, I'm about to get dressed and head off to my personal hell: A day with the relatives. I have no idea how I got talked into waking up at 8am on a Sunday to go hang out with people I can't stand, but it happened none the less.

My mother has been callind me about every 15 minutes since 7:30 to make sure I'm up and ready to head to their house. I'm already near strangling her and I still have a 2 hour long car trip with her to look forward to. Joy.

So I'm in pain due to my shoulder acting up, I'm spending the day with my parents, I'm getting sick, AND I need to clean my apartment up and pack for the emergency trip to Ohio next weekend. I so don't have time for this.

I guess what I'm really wondering about is why I feel so obligated to make happy with my family when the only one I can stand for more than an hour is my little brother. I have some strange blind spot about some things with them, the biggest being the 'this time it will be okay' shade. Ever time there is a family evernt, I am bored to tears and it is filled with drama. I mean EVERY time, you should have seen the hell that was the last family thanksgiving... or better yet, my uncles funeral.

My family is incapable of gathering as a group and still acting like mature, rational people. It's seriously not possible, yet I still feel the bangs of guilt when I say NO. They make me miserable, at least one of them does it ntentionally and yet, I still say yes that one time in ten that I'm asked.

I guess I really am a masochist.

It's only been 7 months, that's frequent.... right?

Aparently, I have People-I-Don't-Know(tm) that actually LOOK at my blog and may even actually care if I update. This is all very strange. So I was asked 'If you know, would you update'. The honest answer is.... I don't know. I can hope I sort of remember. I mean I have a brain like swis cheese and the attention span of a ferret on crack some times.

Anyway here i am, updating. No idea where to start so I'm just goign to make a list...

-Mom has cancer.
-Not blacking much anymore.
-Sick at the moment.
-Rat visiting in less than a week (WTF must I be sick?)
-Cat doing well.
-New job yet to be posted about FUCKING AWESOME still.
-WoW addiction still present and active (;_;)
-Attempts to get my brother to try out for American Idol - Still Pending
-Bumbershoot rocked the planet. <3 AFI, Hawthorne Heights, and Yellowcard
-House: Still not clean
-New neighbor: ZOMG need to turn the stero down
-Shower: Running and I need to go get in it so I can maybe show up to work on time.

-m

Johari Window

SO I found this neat thing, so I'm posting it here for you to fill out about me and in a few days when I have results, I shall post them!

http://kevan.org/johari?name=mousling

Oops...

It's been like three months since i updated. I really should be better about that. Wow, what's happened in three months.

I met Sir's parents. I got so fed up with my job I was crying all the time and spent most of my free time in bed staring at walls and being miserable. I got a new job that starts in about 2 weeks, my last day at the current job is this Friday. Yeah, I'm taking a week off. I haven't been blacking, which is rather depressing, I think I may have to get my stuff together and swing by the Abbey during my time off next week. Umm what else... not a whole lot, really.

I bought a pair of roller skates and hope to get myself back in skating condition so I can some day be a roller girl... uhh.. yup, that's about it.

How are you?

Foil...

I've been lax at updating, this I know. I'm sorry ;_; I've been busy....

Doing things like this.

I eat babies.

Man, I didn't even post after my mad blacking skillz got used at Monk's party. I so suck. Oh well.

Anyway, I'm sure all two of my readers already know that I did a little blacking at Monk's party weekend before last and that I did in fact have a decent time. I was rather nervous and a little clammed up, probably cause I like, didn't know hardly anyone.

I was lucky enough to see H there, who I adore. H seemed to be in pretty much the same mode I was. Standing there, not quite sure what to do with myself cause I don't know anyone.

Ah well, in time I will know more people and be more comfortable. It was one hell of a party anyway. :>

There's something very nice about cleaning the boots of a really hot woman...